I would like to sit here and write only positive things
because that’s the tone I’ve always strived for this blog. But I’ll keep it real
for this one. Turning 30 didn’t live up to its expectations. I thought that
morning I would wake up and fireworks would be going off all day, and
perpetually for the rest of my life. My weekend was indeed very special and
spent with my family and best friends. Good food was eaten, water-activities
were carried out, presents were opened, birthday candles were blown out, and I
felt very loved. Yet, the unavoidable happened-the birthday blues came crashing
down.
Turning a new decade makes you go through a million
different emotions. I was excited, disappointed, sad, angry, unapologetic,
indifferent, secluded, calm, and peaceful. You also start to think about what
you did in the last 10 years. Meg J. says 30s is not the new 20s. Was my 20s
defining enough?
(brooding...)
Today, I appreciate my strengths and recognize my capabilities.
I look forward to building a legacy, building a family, and continuing my
journey.
Cheers to another 30 years.
1 comment:
what a great post today, i've been fortunate enough to share these past 10 years with you. i've never laughed so hard, had so much fun with, and made so many lasting memories with anyone else. Oh, and I can't forget, we also had some hard core silly, silly fights. You've blossomed into such a wonderful, funny, beautiful, and smart young lady. I can only IMAGINE what your 30s have in store for you! To 10 more years my friend!
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